Believe Destiny

I miss you so much,

It makes me blue.

Couldn't even spend my day,

Without talking to you.

I miss your eyes,

I miss your smile,

I miss your face,

It fills my heart’s empty space.

The way you talk is so sweet,

It makes my heart skip a beat.

I've never felt this way,

My love for you grows day by day.

You always make me happy,

You always make me smile,

I can't imagine my life without you,

Even just for a while.

I miss how everything used to be,

I will keep on believing in destiny,

We are truly meant to be,

Forever just you and me.

House of Lords

Teach me what I don't know,

Show me the way where to go.

Alone I stumble and fall,

But your lessons lead through it all.

Take my hand light my way,

Be my beacon night and day.

I am weak and sometimes so low,

Give me strength and make me glow.

O' YOU, please help me,

Show mercy make me free.

Help me connect the dots,

So I can live for the house of Lords.

Dream

It’s a dream I want to say,

Where I close my eyes and fade away.

I fly to a special place,

Beyond the stars, moon and space.

In that special place I see,

Only you and me.

In that place, everything is right,

Nothing but love and we never fight.

In that place, there is no sadness,

No cells, no courts, none of the madness.

No rulers to follow, no laws to break,

No bars to hold us or separate.

But eventually the dream must end,

My eyes must open and the reality I’ll fend.

But sometime soon, I'm not sure when

I will close my eyes and dream my dream again.

Pretend

I'm sitting on my bed,

Thinking of what I fear.

People come and go,

They just don’t care.

Life goes on around me,

I don't participate.

I am in my own grieve,

What I really do is wait.

I dream about a day,

You will come to me.

Nothing else is important,

Why can't you see?

We met in the summer,

Now it’s almost finished.

Winter will be here soon,

Then the year will have diminished.

You have no idea how much I love,

Hope someday you will know.

It's so hard out here without you,

I'm not allowed to show.

I must pretend everything is fine,

But I am in a bay.

I can never tell you,

I cry for you every day.

On Gossamer Wings

First time I saw you my heart flew high,

On gossamer wings through a cloudless sky.

It was a whole truth upon a lie,

And I never wanted to say bye.

All my feelings I wanted to share,

But all I was is in despair.

They said feelings would surely fade.

Passion will flare and foes will be made.

I believe love can change rivers course,

True love can make gold out of coals.

It can pierce the strongest vault with ease.

Can alter the tempest to a balmy breeze.

The hands will rotate clockwise,

Time will come they won’t criticize.

They will see that the truth exists,

Where once they thought of only lies.

 Feelings will be same that day,

As they are today.

My heart will fly high, 

On gossamer wings through cloudless sky.

I can't show

Every day I wishes for the day,

The day my love will find its way.

Every day I see you in my dreams,

So real everything seems.

No one will know or understand,

I’ve already gave my heart in your hand.

From my heart into your soul,

The feeling is so strong I can’t control.

I will spend eternity making you believe,

I don’t want to succeed with deceive.

People in your life will come and go,

But my love is true I want you to know.

I may not be rich or the handsome one,

I’ll love you no matter how situation turn.

You brighten my life every time you call,

When the time is up I begin to fall.

You are my stars, you are my moon,

I want to be with you soon.

I never want to let you go,

Life now is complete in a way I can’t show.

Self-Rival

Lies on me a mark I made,

I was too low and cut myself with a blade.

To punish myself for being a mess,

This is my testament; I must confess.

Seeing these scars left on me,

I realize there’s no place I can be free.

I feel guilty inside for leaving this token,

Now I find myself broken.

But seeing these scars helps me see,

I fought the storm in a small marquee.

So now I ask myself to stand and fight,

To show the demons they're not doing right.

I fought the battle of good versus bad,

I am still alive and is no longer sad.

Here on me lies a mark of survival,

I conquered my fate and beat my self-rival.

Darkness in the night

A chill air awoke me,

And I pulled my blankets tight.

The booze was running strong,

It had been a good night.

I felt sick and tried to sleep again,

Relaxed and breathed a sigh.

The room was dark and silent,

But I could still taste the rye.

I laid dazed and lazy,

But something was not right.

I felt the need to investigate,

The darkness in that night.

I sat up and rubbed my eyes,

And looked over the site

When I didn't see anything,

A fear crept up inside.

I knew something was wrong,

In this time of the night.

Now I want to know,

Every bit and every bite.