Every day I try to put on a smile,
Even if it's not a real one for a while.
Trying to be strong and someday I’ll,
But mixed emotions is what I feel.
I want to ask you to stay,
But there's nothing left to say.
This is so emotional and long,
But I know I'm strong.
Times we din’t look each other in the eye,
Something so special is about to die.
As I write this, memories flood me,
They remind of all we used to be.
Even when things are bad,
I never thought this will end.
Broken hearts I thought could mend,
But there is no love left to lend.
Naturally things grew apart,
But it still hurts in my heart.
Days passed without a talk or a text,
I couldn’t even wonder what’s next.
Now left without a goodbye,
I've no energy even to cry.
It is over for the deeds of our own.
You’re gone and I am alone.
For you I’ll be always there,
But you don’t seem to care.
All the time you're on my mind,
I hope happiness is what you find.
Both made our fair share of mistakes.
Now I'm drowning in all different lakes.
I wish you nothing but the best,
As my strength is put to the test.
