I wish

I wish I were a bird,
I would fly to your place.
And sit at the window-
To be your first glance.

I wish I were the dew,
when you smell a roses’ scent.
I would silently wish you morning-
In every known accent.

I wish I were the mirror,
The mirror on your wall-
I would always tell you my love,
You are the fairest of them all.

I wish I were the sun rays,
To see you every morning you wake.

And be your admirer,
And pray for your happiness sake.

Oh if, I were . . . I wish I were!
Or be me only,
Singing you the song of love-
If you would hear only.

Dream

There's a place where I go,

That no one else know,
Where mysteries abound and flow,

There I live my life and grow.

A place out of reach of any hand,
Safely secluded in a far away land.
Beyond the grasp of any plunder,
The wealth of power and wonder.

I go to that place leaving no trace,
So none can discover my space,
Where I kept my secrets, fears and regrets,

Away from the world and all of its threats.

That’s mine and mine alone,
The place I can call my home.
I treasure the moments spent in that realm,
Anything is possible and I'm at the helm.

Nobody hears me when I scream,

Nobody ask me to share my cream,

The place I describe is all that it seem,
It's a magical place I call it my dream.

Mask

Hiding my hurt, hiding my pain,
Hiding my tears that are falling like rain.
Saying I'm fine, when I'm not,
The pain in my heart is your blot.

My skin is on fire, I’m burning from within,
The calm on my face is an ongoing sin.
If you want, I'll built up a wall,
I afraid my fragile lie will collapse and fall.

Loneliness consumed me, it’s eating my years,
Swallowed my life by unending fears.
Waiting for you to see I’ve wore a mask,
Care enough to remove it, is it too much to ask?

Butterfly

Sitting on a bench in the park one day,
I saw a butterfly coming my way.
I opened my hand, and to my surprise,
The butterfly landed, consumed in cries.

I asked the little one, What is wrong?
Then the one began to sing me a song,
The sky is dark and my days are Grey,

There's nobody here to lift the clouds away.

I sat quietly for a moment or two,

And decided what to do.
I looked at that butterfly that was consumed in cries,
And told her promptly, I’ll tell no lies.

Even my skies are dark and days are Grey

I think we have no light in our way.

The butterfly finally stopped crying,
Opened her wings and went off flying.

I sat on that bench until it was dark,
And I finally left the park.
Day after day had long since passed,
I thought I'd see that butterfly for the last.

Then on a nice and sunny day,
I heard a little voice saying me, Hey.
I turned around and to my surprise,

There she was with her friendly butterflies.

I stared in awe as she spoke to me,
She said to me, You've set me free.

You've lifted the dark from the skies,

Now I see no Grey through my eyes.

I want to thank you for all you've done,

And let you know that you're our number 1.
After that she flew away,
I haven't seen her since that day.

Now that I know her troubles are gone,
I continue my walk under the summer sun.

Thinking wish I could solve my problems,

Like the butterfly have done.

What love is?

I wipe my tears,

And try to be positive.

But inside my fears,

Don’t give me relief.

I think I love you,

But you really don’t care.

One-day time will be left few,

You’ll understand you’re unfair.

Whatever the relationship might be,

I don’t want it let go.

As long as you’re with me,

I am happy though.

I always asked what love is?

Nobody answered, here it is-

Love is both wicked and good,

Now I better understood.

You don't know

You don’t know it's fake,

The smile in my face.

The real one is lost long back, 

Somewhere in disgrace.

You don’t know I am crying.

I can hide my tears.

You think I am laughing,

I am hiding behind my fears.

You don’t know it's painful,

You think I am strong. 

You say I am unfaithful, 

But I wonder you are wrong.

You don’t know I miss you,

You think I can do it on my own.

You don’t know I need you,

Without you I am all alone.

Change

I will be there for you,

And be your defend.

I will love you,

All way till the end.

I will hold you close,

I will have you near.

To have my breath,

Against your ear.

I will whisper the words,

I want to say.

Hope I can show you,

My love in a special way.

But time is passing,

To fast I think.

Things won’t be same,

The next second I blink.

Believe Destiny

I miss you so much,

It makes me blue.

Couldn't even spend my day,

Without talking to you.

I miss your eyes,

I miss your smile,

I miss your face,

It fills my heart’s empty space.

The way you talk is so sweet,

It makes my heart skip a beat.

I've never felt this way,

My love for you grows day by day.

You always make me happy,

You always make me smile,

I can't imagine my life without you,

Even just for a while.

I miss how everything used to be,

I will keep on believing in destiny,

We are truly meant to be,

Forever just you and me.

House of Lords

Teach me what I don't know,

Show me the way where to go.

Alone I stumble and fall,

But your lessons lead through it all.

Take my hand light my way,

Be my beacon night and day.

I am weak and sometimes so low,

Give me strength and make me glow.

O' YOU, please help me,

Show mercy make me free.

Help me connect the dots,

So I can live for the house of Lords.

Dream

It’s a dream I want to say,

Where I close my eyes and fade away.

I fly to a special place,

Beyond the stars, moon and space.

In that special place I see,

Only you and me.

In that place, everything is right,

Nothing but love and we never fight.

In that place, there is no sadness,

No cells, no courts, none of the madness.

No rulers to follow, no laws to break,

No bars to hold us or separate.

But eventually the dream must end,

My eyes must open and the reality I’ll fend.

But sometime soon, I'm not sure when

I will close my eyes and dream my dream again.

Pretend

I'm sitting on my bed,

Thinking of what I fear.

People come and go,

They just don’t care.

Life goes on around me,

I don't participate.

I am in my own grieve,

What I really do is wait.

I dream about a day,

You will come to me.

Nothing else is important,

Why can't you see?

We met in the summer,

Now it’s almost finished.

Winter will be here soon,

Then the year will have diminished.

You have no idea how much I love,

Hope someday you will know.

It's so hard out here without you,

I'm not allowed to show.

I must pretend everything is fine,

But I am in a bay.

I can never tell you,

I cry for you every day.

On Gossamer Wings

First time I saw you my heart flew high,

On gossamer wings through a cloudless sky.

It was a whole truth upon a lie,

And I never wanted to say bye.

All my feelings I wanted to share,

But all I was is in despair.

They said feelings would surely fade.

Passion will flare and foes will be made.

I believe love can change rivers course,

True love can make gold out of coals.

It can pierce the strongest vault with ease.

Can alter the tempest to a balmy breeze.

The hands will rotate clockwise,

Time will come they won’t criticize.

They will see that the truth exists,

Where once they thought of only lies.

 Feelings will be same that day,

As they are today.

My heart will fly high, 

On gossamer wings through cloudless sky.

I can't show

Every day I wishes for the day,

The day my love will find its way.

Every day I see you in my dreams,

So real everything seems.

No one will know or understand,

I’ve already gave my heart in your hand.

From my heart into your soul,

The feeling is so strong I can’t control.

I will spend eternity making you believe,

I don’t want to succeed with deceive.

People in your life will come and go,

But my love is true I want you to know.

I may not be rich or the handsome one,

I’ll love you no matter how situation turn.

You brighten my life every time you call,

When the time is up I begin to fall.

You are my stars, you are my moon,

I want to be with you soon.

I never want to let you go,

Life now is complete in a way I can’t show.

Self-Rival

Lies on me a mark I made,

I was too low and cut myself with a blade.

To punish myself for being a mess,

This is my testament; I must confess.

Seeing these scars left on me,

I realize there’s no place I can be free.

I feel guilty inside for leaving this token,

Now I find myself broken.

But seeing these scars helps me see,

I fought the storm in a small marquee.

So now I ask myself to stand and fight,

To show the demons they're not doing right.

I fought the battle of good versus bad,

I am still alive and is no longer sad.

Here on me lies a mark of survival,

I conquered my fate and beat my self-rival.

Darkness in the night

A chill air awoke me,

And I pulled my blankets tight.

The booze was running strong,

It had been a good night.

I felt sick and tried to sleep again,

Relaxed and breathed a sigh.

The room was dark and silent,

But I could still taste the rye.

I laid dazed and lazy,

But something was not right.

I felt the need to investigate,

The darkness in that night.

I sat up and rubbed my eyes,

And looked over the site

When I didn't see anything,

A fear crept up inside.

I knew something was wrong,

In this time of the night.

Now I want to know,

Every bit and every bite.

My Friend

We have something that holds us together,

Something that make us better,

Something called being a friend,

It makes the fun never end.

It helps me to know that when,

I am down and blue,

You're my best friend,

I can count on you.

We run through life without a care,

Always there for each other’s tear,

Would anyone try to part us?

No, They wouldn't dare.

And when the time comes for me to go,

I really want for you to know,

That even though my life has come to an end,

I will never stop being your friend.

If I could

When I talk you in the morning,

It brightens up my day;

There are so many thoughts on my mind,

So many words I want to say;

I want to tell you how I feel,

But the words I cannot find,

They're all mixed up in my thoughts,

That are running through my mind.

I've been keeping it locked up,

Because I know there's not a chance;

You never look my way,

You don't even take a glance

You don't even know you're doing this,

Toying with my heart-

I wish I could just tell you,

But I don't know where to start.

Should I tell you how much you mean to me?

Or how bad I want to be with you,

If I were to say these things,

How would you react, what would you do?

I don't know what to do,

Or even how to say;

Maybe I should lock it up,

And keep myself away.

My heart would ache even more,

But maybe for the good;

I just really want to tell you,

Only if I could.

I'd walk a mile

I have something to tell you today,

So please listen to what I say.

Why this is so very hard,

Like walking on the shard.

I hide behind my feelings,

And keep the truth locked away.

But there is so much said,

In the things I don’t say-

Yes, I'm afraid,

But my courage is finally made.

The truth is, I love you;

Will you love me, too?

I promise I’ll love you with all of my heart,

No matter if we are together or far apart.

I promise you, when you are down,

From your face I will take your frown.

It'll take a little while,

But for you, I'd walk a mile.

The Cupcake

I’m a deprived and miserable cake,

They put me in the oven to bake,

Feeling the heat, I started to shake,

Watching others, I had a heartache.

Slowly my size started to increase,

But than they thought me to freeze,

They cut me in layers with ease,

Filled me with cream and cheese.

They opened the door and I started my life,

Frosting me with a silver knife,

Decorating me with candies and fruits,

Now I look like the Rajput’s.

Lifting me up, she took off my wrapper,

Feeling the breeze, I wanted to slap her,

Opening her mouth with shiny teeth inside,

This was the day this cupcake died.

Bae

I have a feeling,

That I can't comprehend,

In deepest thoughts of mine you are,

More than just a friend.

I don’t want to rush us now,

The feeling I explore,

But there's a growing love inside,

That I just can't ignore.

I love the times we spend together,

We are comfortable and free,

I think of you when I’m alone,

I think of you and me.

We have shared secrets,

That were cover,

There's more to life.,

We will both discover.

I'll love you when you're dumb,

I'll love you when you're smart,

I'll love you anyway you are,

Right from the start.

I'll love you if you're tall,

I'll love you if you're short,

I'll love you if you're pretty,

Or just an ugly dork.

I'll love you if you're toothless,

I'll love you if you're blind,

Anything that's wrong with you,

To me you'll be fine.

My heart is opening up now,

Unlike it used to do,

I see the pain that's in your heart,

And sometimes I feel it too.

I'll love you tomorrow,

I'll love you today,

I'll love you forever,

You will be always my bae.

Existence

I lie in my bed and think about you,

I love you so much, don't know what to do-

I await the times when we can talk,

I await the times we can hold hands and walk.

Your eyes shine like a million sun,

You shine more brightly than anyone-

Your voices’ so sweet that makes me smile,

It stops my world for a while.

The truth is I don't know what to say’

My mind goes completely blank-

I have never in my life lost my way,

But my heart with your love simply sank.

As I think about the distance,

I start to crave your persistence,

I dream to be with you every instance,

Without you I question my existence.

Competent

DAKSHA

We are always together,

We are never apart,

I knew we’d be best friends right from the very start;

Even though we’re different works of art.

Our friendship is a treasure,

Our friendship is adventure,

That I cherish with all my heart;

As we’re elements of same pie-chart.

When you have a bad day,

Always remember I’m only a call away,

When life takes that crazy turn;

I’ll be always there to help you learn.

We have so many good times together,

I know we'll be best friend’s forever,

No matter where we are;

I know we'll never be too far.

You're my idol, my sister, my best friend,

We'll be together till the end,

Even when we're old and gray;

I'll be still there, to help you get on your way.

Never Know

I want to run; I want to hide.

From all the pain that caused inside.

I want to scream; I want to cry.

Why can't I tell you Goodbye?

I want to move on, I just can't let go.

I love you more than you will ever know.

I want to start over, I want to feel free!

But this pain will never leave me.

You hurt me bad, the pain is deep.

From all the promises you couldn't keep.

All the memories, I heard you say.

Are in my head and won't go away.

How can I forget you, leave you behind?

Erase all the memories from my mind.

You don't love me, and never will.

You will never care, how I feel.

If I

If I climb stairways to heaven, will I miss out the stars?

If I just lay right here, do anyone cares?

If I give you some skin, will you see my scars?

Is this really my cage, when I can see no bars?

Should I take the first step, or should I sit and wait?

Should I turn towards, or quicken up my gait?

Should I question why, or accept it as my fate?

Is this the right time, or is it far too late?

If you’re not too long, I will wait here for all my life;

If you trust me strong, I will be with you even afterlife-

If not headlong, I want you to be my wife;

Is this only love, you are elixir of my life.

That Love Vow

Like a bird without its wings,

Like a tree without leaves;

Like an ocean without water,

Without occasion been slaughter;

I am missing you in a similar way,

As there is no meaning to left or stay-

A feeling that makes me sad,

Life without you is terrible and bad-

For the world I may smile all bright,

Deep down I know that I am not alright-

All day long,

This lonely song;

I am too tired by all this now-

Do you remember that love vow?

I'm Sorry

I’m sorry,

What I did was creepy;

I never wanted to get part,

My entire world has fallen apart;

How do I find hope in a brand new day,

When the one I love has gone away; 

My mind overflows with memories of you,

Of all that we've shared, though they are few;

I lie awake tonight,

Wishing of things, I can change-

I try to convince myself,

But it's all so strange.

My dreams are filled with your soft gentle kiss,

I wake and cry for all that I miss;

How do I mend a broken heart, 

When my one true love and I are apart-

My heart knows to love only you; it won't let go- 

what do I do ?

Our moments together were precious and few,

But I cherished them all more than you knew-

I love you mad girl and always will,

I loved you then and I love you still.

Silence

Silence of mouth,

Silence of eyes;

Continues for a day,

Or sometimes twice-

Drops of tear,

Hits the floor and flood arise;

Crushes the heart,

And the eyes fries-

With you I fly like Butterflies:

We date on flower,

Whole day and nights-

And enjoy the honey slice.

My First College Day

I still remember that day, 

My first college day, 

I was happy as well as nervous, 

Behaving amorphous.

College to me was cheerful, 

Maths, physics, chemistry were fearful, 

Though I was trying to be cool, 

But I was the greatest fool.

Then i made my self relaxed, 

But I was feeling overtaxed, 

I was perplexed, 

Thinking whats next.

And now in came our miss, 

Having a smile on her lips,

Make us dance on her fingerips, 

But we weren't microchips.

And than she begun, 

Things started getting fun, 

We are like gun, 

Manufactured for the long run. 

Digital Love

Lying on my bed;

I type my line-

Thinking about her;

Who attracted my mind-

Browsing her photos;

I try to smile-

Saving them all;

I creat a file-

I always wait for her text;

Or a new story-

 I love talking to her straight;

But reply with a smilie-

Wish Facebook have the AI:

To post our real feelings-

And WhatsApp won't have the option,

To hide last seen!

Aa GOD!

when will technology be smart enough;

To decode "Just Kidding"

To what really I mean-

Memories

We meet,

We sit;

We were fit,

But got a hit;

We played,

We fight;

Like honey-bees,

On flower site;

We rolled,

We were scould;

By the old,

But we were very bold;

Time passed,

You rushed;

But I trust,

Our memories won't get washed.

Essence

Birds fly in the sky,

With my touch leaves shy;

A wonderful day,bright sun shine -

Under a tree I'm writting my line.

The smooth flow of cold air,

Reduces the heat we have to bear-

And the tree dances,here and there

Let's sing for them,loud and clear

Left-right,Left-right,Left-right

You are dancing like this;

I will sing for you-

Until I leave.