If I could

When I talk you in the morning,

It brightens up my day;

There are so many thoughts on my mind,

So many words I want to say;

I want to tell you how I feel,

But the words I cannot find,

They're all mixed up in my thoughts,

That are running through my mind.

I've been keeping it locked up,

Because I know there's not a chance;

You never look my way,

You don't even take a glance

You don't even know you're doing this,

Toying with my heart-

I wish I could just tell you,

But I don't know where to start.

Should I tell you how much you mean to me?

Or how bad I want to be with you,

If I were to say these things,

How would you react, what would you do?

I don't know what to do,

Or even how to say;

Maybe I should lock it up,

And keep myself away.

My heart would ache even more,

But maybe for the good;

I just really want to tell you,

Only if I could.