If I had one Christmas wish

If I had one Christmas wish,

It’d be to go home this year.

And have all my favourite dish,

With my family and dear.

I would make time to sit at the table,

Discuss all my events with those I love;

Fold my hands and bow my head,

Giving thanks to them and the Father above.

I would decorate the Christmas tree,

And try to make the moments last.

I would dance and sing like a bee,

Connecting with members of family past.

I don’t want presents, I don’t want gifts,

If you meet the Santa, Let him know;

I just have one Christmas wish in the list,

I want to go home in this snow.

You on my mind

Sometimes I feel,

My world is messed.

Nothing to worry about,

And yet tensed.

Dense in tears,

Filled with fears,

Thoughts running in my head,

Words that are unsaid.

I am waiting for the past; 

To be present,

Seems meaningless!

I know its useless.

But, what do I do?

When every single thing of you;

That runs through my mind,
Never fades.

Kodaikanal - The Gift of the Forest

Driving through the untrodden ways,

Away from home, across bays-

We keep shifting the gears,

Leaving tears and killing fears.

Goal to reach the peak of the hill,

Leaving behind the emotions we feel;

The path is zigzag and with hairpin turn,

Every second a new lesson to learn.

Our journey in search of peace,

When it will come to ease?

We are strong and confident,

Ready to face all the consequent. 

Reaching heights, skipping the city,

Find the best creation of Almighty.

The white envelope surround us all,
I realize we humans are so small.

Test

Every day I try to put on a smile,

Even if it's not a real one for a while.

Trying to be strong and someday I’ll,

But mixed emotions is what I feel.

I want to ask you to stay,

But there's nothing left to say.

This is so emotional and long,

But I know I'm strong.

Times we din’t look each other in the eye,

Something so special is about to die.

As I write this, memories flood me,

They remind of all we used to be.

Even when things are bad,

I never thought this will end.

Broken hearts I thought could mend,

But there is no love left to lend.

Naturally things grew apart,

But it still hurts in my heart.

Days passed without a talk or a text,

I couldn’t even wonder what’s next.

Now left without a goodbye,

I've no energy even to cry.

It is over for the deeds of our own.

You’re gone and I am alone.

For you I’ll be always there,

But you don’t seem to care.

All the time you're on my mind,

I hope happiness is what you find.

Both made our fair share of mistakes. 

Now I'm drowning in all different lakes. 

I wish you nothing but the best, 

As my strength is put to the test.

Black Shadows

My heart is now like a icy land,

No one to hold my lonely hand.

I don’t know how to make things right, 

I don't want to cry anymore tonight.

Singing this song into the air,

I am living life without any care.

Looking up at the stars in the sky,

Drying those tears from my eye.

Closing my eyes, what do I see? 

There's so many things that I could be,

Instead of thinking, I should try,

And forget about the tears I cried.

I can be live in a world of hope, 

Letting go and learn how to cope.

With everything life throws me way, 

I want to live my fullest every day. 

I can force the shadows back to the dark, 

Leaving without a single scratch or mark.

I learned to live without your pain,

Without putting myself through any strain.

Believe

Been a while I picked my pen,

Reason of it might be my pain,

Sitting at my table watching rain;

To everything I’m ready to fain.

Time was harsh,

Life was in a rush,

I was confused and gush;

Still I pretended to blush.

Hard time comes to everyone I believe,

Doesn’t mean life is ready to cleave,

To all of them I have conceive;

Making me strong on this eve.

 

Life is all about adventure,

 A hard ride in a roller-coaster,

Be happy and stay mentally strong;

Only thing will Keep you bold and young.

I wish

I wish it hadn’t happened,

My feelings wouldn’t have frozen,

Before I warm it, it shouldn’t have broken,

I wish it hadn’t happened.

Things were tough, time was rough,

And I couldn’t handle the stuff,

Situation was handcuff, words weren’t enough,

I wish it hadn’t happened.

I wanted to be us,

I shouldn’t have rushed,

Now everything is crushed,

I wish it hadn’t happened.