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Every day I try to put on a smile,

Even if it's not a real one for a while.

Trying to be strong and someday I’ll,

But mixed emotions is what I feel.

I want to ask you to stay,

But there's nothing left to say.

This is so emotional and long,

But I know I'm strong.

Times we din’t look each other in the eye,

Something so special is about to die.

As I write this, memories flood me,

They remind of all we used to be.

Even when things are bad,

I never thought this will end.

Broken hearts I thought could mend,

But there is no love left to lend.

Naturally things grew apart,

But it still hurts in my heart.

Days passed without a talk or a text,

I couldn’t even wonder what’s next.

Now left without a goodbye,

I've no energy even to cry.

It is over for the deeds of our own.

You’re gone and I am alone.

For you I’ll be always there,

But you don’t seem to care.

All the time you're on my mind,

I hope happiness is what you find.

Both made our fair share of mistakes. 

Now I'm drowning in all different lakes. 

I wish you nothing but the best, 

As my strength is put to the test.

Black Shadows

My heart is now like a icy land,

No one to hold my lonely hand.

I don’t know how to make things right, 

I don't want to cry anymore tonight.

Singing this song into the air,

I am living life without any care.

Looking up at the stars in the sky,

Drying those tears from my eye.

Closing my eyes, what do I see? 

There's so many things that I could be,

Instead of thinking, I should try,

And forget about the tears I cried.

I can be live in a world of hope, 

Letting go and learn how to cope.

With everything life throws me way, 

I want to live my fullest every day. 

I can force the shadows back to the dark, 

Leaving without a single scratch or mark.

I learned to live without your pain,

Without putting myself through any strain.

Believe

Been a while I picked my pen,

Reason of it might be my pain,

Sitting at my table watching rain;

To everything I’m ready to fain.

Time was harsh,

Life was in a rush,

I was confused and gush;

Still I pretended to blush.

Hard time comes to everyone I believe,

Doesn’t mean life is ready to cleave,

To all of them I have conceive;

Making me strong on this eve.

 

Life is all about adventure,

 A hard ride in a roller-coaster,

Be happy and stay mentally strong;

Only thing will Keep you bold and young.

I wish

I wish it hadn’t happened,

My feelings wouldn’t have frozen,

Before I warm it, it shouldn’t have broken,

I wish it hadn’t happened.

Things were tough, time was rough,

And I couldn’t handle the stuff,

Situation was handcuff, words weren’t enough,

I wish it hadn’t happened.

I wanted to be us,

I shouldn’t have rushed,

Now everything is crushed,

I wish it hadn’t happened.

I wonder why

Things may change from this day on,

I don’t know where I belong.

Someone like you is no other,

You're the one I have to brother.

You’ve been in my life for a while,

Being with you made me smile.

In my heart you will always stay,

Memories won’t fade away.

For all those fears that we shared,

To say goodbye, I'm not prepared.

The tears I shed, I shed for you,

Now it’s time to face the truth.

For you, I'll hold my head up high,

Keep myself strong to say goodbye.

It may hurt and I may cry,

I think to myself and wonder why.

I am so glad that we became friends,

But this is where our journey ends.

The memories we’ve will last forevermore,

I will always love you, thats for sure.

You'll never

You’ll never know it's empty,

The smile that I wear.

The real one is left behind in the past,

Because you left me there.

You’ll never know I am crying,

You won't even see my tears.

When you think I am laughing,

I’ll be dead in my fears.

You’ll never know it's painful,

You think that I am strong. 

You say it won't kill me, 

But I wonder you are wrong.

You’ll never know I miss you,

You think I am all set free.

But I am bound with chains, 

Trapped in the mystery.

You’ll never know I need you,

You think I can do it on my own.

But you don't know I am crying,

And I am all alone.

Daksha

You are my best friend that will always be true.

In our ups and downs, we've been through.

I can't even explain it, I'm head over heels.

I love being your friend, and how great it feels.

There were times when we almost split apart,

My dear best friend that broke my heart.

But after a while we forgave and forgot,

Our friendship was saved and not left to rot.

I'm writing this poem to show that I care,

Each waking moment I know you are there.

Whenever you need me I'll be by your side,

I say that with love and I say that with pride.

We're like two peas in a pod and maybe a carrot,

We exchange hello just like a pet store parrot.

Every passing day and every passing hour,

Like best friends do we have unlimited power.