If I had one Christmas wish

If I had one Christmas wish,

It’d be to go home this year.

And have all my favourite dish,

With my family and dear.

I would make time to sit at the table,

Discuss all my events with those I love;

Fold my hands and bow my head,

Giving thanks to them and the Father above.

I would decorate the Christmas tree,

And try to make the moments last.

I would dance and sing like a bee,

Connecting with members of family past.

I don’t want presents, I don’t want gifts,

If you meet the Santa, Let him know;

I just have one Christmas wish in the list,

I want to go home in this snow.

You on my mind

Sometimes I feel,

My world is messed.

Nothing to worry about,

And yet tensed.

Dense in tears,

Filled with fears,

Thoughts running in my head,

Words that are unsaid.

I am waiting for the past; 

To be present,

Seems meaningless!

I know its useless.

But, what do I do?

When every single thing of you;

That runs through my mind,
Never fades.

Kodaikanal - The Gift of the Forest

Driving through the untrodden ways,

Away from home, across bays-

We keep shifting the gears,

Leaving tears and killing fears.

Goal to reach the peak of the hill,

Leaving behind the emotions we feel;

The path is zigzag and with hairpin turn,

Every second a new lesson to learn.

Our journey in search of peace,

When it will come to ease?

We are strong and confident,

Ready to face all the consequent. 

Reaching heights, skipping the city,

Find the best creation of Almighty.

The white envelope surround us all,
I realize we humans are so small.

Test

Every day I try to put on a smile,

Even if it's not a real one for a while.

Trying to be strong and someday I’ll,

But mixed emotions is what I feel.

I want to ask you to stay,

But there's nothing left to say.

This is so emotional and long,

But I know I'm strong.

Times we din’t look each other in the eye,

Something so special is about to die.

As I write this, memories flood me,

They remind of all we used to be.

Even when things are bad,

I never thought this will end.

Broken hearts I thought could mend,

But there is no love left to lend.

Naturally things grew apart,

But it still hurts in my heart.

Days passed without a talk or a text,

I couldn’t even wonder what’s next.

Now left without a goodbye,

I've no energy even to cry.

It is over for the deeds of our own.

You’re gone and I am alone.

For you I’ll be always there,

But you don’t seem to care.

All the time you're on my mind,

I hope happiness is what you find.

Both made our fair share of mistakes. 

Now I'm drowning in all different lakes. 

I wish you nothing but the best, 

As my strength is put to the test.

Black Shadows

My heart is now like a icy land,

No one to hold my lonely hand.

I don’t know how to make things right, 

I don't want to cry anymore tonight.

Singing this song into the air,

I am living life without any care.

Looking up at the stars in the sky,

Drying those tears from my eye.

Closing my eyes, what do I see? 

There's so many things that I could be,

Instead of thinking, I should try,

And forget about the tears I cried.

I can be live in a world of hope, 

Letting go and learn how to cope.

With everything life throws me way, 

I want to live my fullest every day. 

I can force the shadows back to the dark, 

Leaving without a single scratch or mark.

I learned to live without your pain,

Without putting myself through any strain.

Believe

Been a while I picked my pen,

Reason of it might be my pain,

Sitting at my table watching rain;

To everything I’m ready to fain.

Time was harsh,

Life was in a rush,

I was confused and gush;

Still I pretended to blush.

Hard time comes to everyone I believe,

Doesn’t mean life is ready to cleave,

To all of them I have conceive;

Making me strong on this eve.

 

Life is all about adventure,

 A hard ride in a roller-coaster,

Be happy and stay mentally strong;

Only thing will Keep you bold and young.

I wish

I wish it hadn’t happened,

My feelings wouldn’t have frozen,

Before I warm it, it shouldn’t have broken,

I wish it hadn’t happened.

Things were tough, time was rough,

And I couldn’t handle the stuff,

Situation was handcuff, words weren’t enough,

I wish it hadn’t happened.

I wanted to be us,

I shouldn’t have rushed,

Now everything is crushed,

I wish it hadn’t happened.

I wonder why

Things may change from this day on,

I don’t know where I belong.

Someone like you is no other,

You're the one I have to brother.

You’ve been in my life for a while,

Being with you made me smile.

In my heart you will always stay,

Memories won’t fade away.

For all those fears that we shared,

To say goodbye, I'm not prepared.

The tears I shed, I shed for you,

Now it’s time to face the truth.

For you, I'll hold my head up high,

Keep myself strong to say goodbye.

It may hurt and I may cry,

I think to myself and wonder why.

I am so glad that we became friends,

But this is where our journey ends.

The memories we’ve will last forevermore,

I will always love you, thats for sure.

You'll never

You’ll never know it's empty,

The smile that I wear.

The real one is left behind in the past,

Because you left me there.

You’ll never know I am crying,

You won't even see my tears.

When you think I am laughing,

I’ll be dead in my fears.

You’ll never know it's painful,

You think that I am strong. 

You say it won't kill me, 

But I wonder you are wrong.

You’ll never know I miss you,

You think I am all set free.

But I am bound with chains, 

Trapped in the mystery.

You’ll never know I need you,

You think I can do it on my own.

But you don't know I am crying,

And I am all alone.

Daksha

You are my best friend that will always be true.

In our ups and downs, we've been through.

I can't even explain it, I'm head over heels.

I love being your friend, and how great it feels.

There were times when we almost split apart,

My dear best friend that broke my heart.

But after a while we forgave and forgot,

Our friendship was saved and not left to rot.

I'm writing this poem to show that I care,

Each waking moment I know you are there.

Whenever you need me I'll be by your side,

I say that with love and I say that with pride.

We're like two peas in a pod and maybe a carrot,

We exchange hello just like a pet store parrot.

Every passing day and every passing hour,

Like best friends do we have unlimited power.

Glimpse

I catch a glimpse,

In whatever I do,

Your eyes, your smile-

I can't help but think of you.

I ask for bravery,

Like dolphins in the deep,

Time moves so fast-

And the road is steep.

I hear your laughing,

Having fun and play,

I always miss you-

Not sometimes, but every day.

I want to scream,

This isn’t what I planned,

Why I’m suffering?

I really can't understand.

The waves fill oceans,

My tears hit the floor,

Collection of our memoirs-

And I always wish for more.

Long Nights

Trying to sleep lying on my bed,

Several thoughts in my head.

All I am thinking of is you,

Your smile, eyes, all that you do.

I’m thinking of the time we’re together,

The time we shared the same leather.

I want to relieve those moments,

Moments saved with your endowments.

I’m missing the memoirs we made,

Inside my heart they’ll never fade.

I’m missing your touch on my skin,

Hug me tight and let my day begin.

But this endless night is so long,

With me even you’re not along.

I am just trying to be strong,

Fighting the night singing your song. 

Lying on my bed I’m missing you,

Believe me what I’m saying is true.

I hope you’ll understand someday,

And I wish the day is not far away.

When will

When boundaries will break,

And freedom will be given.

When the world will awake,

And mistakes will be forgiven.

When anklets will be removed,

And we will be set free.

When given chances to prove,

And we will decree.

When we can laugh out loud,

And cry on our own will.

When we don’t need to bow,

And be the queen of own’s thrill.

When we will be educated,

And find the path to rise.

When the world won’t discriminate,

And we can touch the skies.

The day will surely come,

When we won’t be scum.

The world will stand and see,

And to success, we’ll be the key.

Home

Sitting on chair looking out of window,

The city is very busy to feel my sorrow.

Memoirs are deep and so do the thoughts,

Now I feel we are no longer tied up in knots.

The city is so crowded no free space,

Now the sunlight don’t even reach my face.

From where I belong my birthplace,

I feel like I left them in disgrace.

Works and loads that made me do this,

From my duties I want to get dismiss.

It’s not I want to skip my responsibilities,

I’m just tired with this city’s hostilities.

Deep in my heart still I feel for you,

Between you and responsibilities I grew.

I grew harsh, strong, unbreakable,

But with this city I’m immiscible.

Sitting on chair I write my line,

Being with you was so divine.

I promise to you I will be back soon,

To see the beautiful you in monsoon.

Always a priority,

I have a heart and it's broken,

By your words as if they were spoken.

I'll always love you for the rest of my life,

But you don’t want me and it’s strife. 

You just left me as a shell of a man,

I loved you with all that I can.

I give you my all, and it's never enough,

Reading your memoirs are extremely tough. 

You are the best person I’ve ever met,

You took the best of me, and left me a wreck. 

I loved you and think of you on my every blink,

But you just left me, with your sting.

I hate myself for not being your best,

Have I done any wrong or treated like the rest.

Trust me I love you a lot, now I can’t heal,

My emotions are wasted, you don't care how I feel. 

I felt loved, wanted and desired,

Now I feel lonely, weary and tired.

I always tried to give what you deserve,

You was always a priority, never a reserve.

I thank you Teacher

I thank you for your helping hand,

For your warm and tender heart;

You will always stay in my heartland,

For giving me a brand new start.

I thank you for making me confident;

I couldn’t be without you if I tried,

You taught me to have courage;

To lead my life in stride.

Now I hold fast to tomorrow;

And treasure each passing day,

I never take anything for granted;

That can be taken away,

I’ve learned to count my blessings;

I never dwell on the past,

I’ve learned to build a brighter future;

With the knowledge from your class.

You're such a wonderful teacher;

For all it is plain to see,

I just want to let you know;

How much you mean to me.

I want

I want some of your time,

I want to write you a rhyme,

I want to open my heart,

And show you’re the biggest part-

I want to make you smile,

I want to hold you awhile,

I want to kiss your face,

And say you can never be replace-

I want to look in your eyes,

I want to never tell you lies,

I want to find a way,

And make you believe we’ll have our day-

I want to show you a view,

My love for you is true,

There’s nothing I want to do,

I want to spend my whole life loving you.

Will you be my Valentine?

Playing in my earphone,

Is a song by Martine;

About the couple,

who’re in their teen; 

I’ll love you forever,

And has always been;

I’ll take you, 

In a white sailing machine,

And dine the best cuisine;

I’ll love you the way,

No-one saw or, 

Will have ever seen;

Our love story will be the best,

The love story of silver screen;

I am the king,

And you be my queen;

I promise you, 

Loving you will be my routine;

I will kiss you bright,

Beneath the moon in the halloween;

The only thing I want to ask is,

Cutie, Will you be my Valentine?

My world

Your lips are soft and red, 

Thought of kissing you is in my head. 

Your beauty is bright and warm, 

Shinning through the darkest storm.

Your eyes sparkle like stars in the dark sky,

When I stare into them I go high.

My love for you is pure and true,

I never stop thinking of you.

The sound of your voice makes my heart pound, 

Love of my life, I've truly found.

I promise to love you every moment for forever, 

Even if everything crumbles, I will never.

I promise to protect you from every harm, 

You are to me,  is my lucky charm.

For you are my heart, my soul,

Cutie, you are my world as a whole.

Sati

Friends come and go,
You may think so-
But trust me dear,
I really care.

I know what I did was wrong,

Just because I’m not so strong.

I am trying to say you this for so long,

But my conversation always oblong.

I even understand what you fear,

I know things can be sheer.

But trust on my steer,

I wont even let thing whirr.

Please dont be angry for so long,

I can’t imagine life without you along,

Without you how will I sing the birdsong,

My love for you is in furlong.

I’m writing this for you,
My bestfriend, my sister so true-
I tell you from the bottom of my heart,
Before it shatters and falls apart-

Please forgive me for what I did,
I hope this apology can get rid,
Of the distances that make us apart,
Before our friendship dies of a broken heart.

Please Don't

I may not be the best,

But I will never fail your tests.

 I will never leave you alone,

Trust me, I promise it by my own.

I will give everything I can, anything at all,

I will be there to catch every tear that will fall.

I promise BYE won’t be a word I’ll say.

I love you, please don't go away.

I may not be the king, as you see,

But for you I will be the best I can be.

I love you even more than you know,

You are always in my heart wherever I go.

I will kiss you and hold you tight,

I promise things will be all right.

I think I am not wrong for loving you,

I will make all of your dreams come true.

A true person I am, as I always will be,

I know I have been very stupid lately,

Give me one more chance, maybe two,

Please I don't ever want to lose you.